what am i suppose to do? we have been involved with eachother for 6 years (off and on) and i love this woman with every bit of my heart and soul. the problem is she keeps leaving me when she feels that she's missing something out in the world, but only to return sometime later....it could be days, weeks, months, andat one time over a year. i have two children that have basically grown up with the two of us as a couple since they were only 1 and 2 years old, and are now 7 and 8 years old. she has recently cheated on me, and i have never in this entire relationship ever cheated on her, but forgave her for cheating on me. it still bothers me, don't get me wrong, but i love her so much that i can't bare to let her go, or give her to someone else. just this past sunday she has left me again, and to be honest with you i am sooooooo sick of it, but i can't let go. i know that i need to, not only for my sake, but for the children's sake as well, but how do you do it? how can i just throw her away like i feel she has done to me so many times???? each time she comes back to me there's another knotch on her bed post so to say, and i can't get that out of my mind! it's too hard, not to mention i am worried that she could bring home an STD one of these days. i don't feel that i deserve this, and need some help figuring out how to put her in my past i think??? see, just typing it made me feel bad...like i am betraying her, but she's not here with me, she always leaves. please help!