Hello Ladies of Olivia,
I know it does not have the same ring as when Tisha says it, but I needed to hear say it. I miss Tisha, I miss all of you wonderful woman, I miss being accepted and smiled at, I miss the love felt on the ship and when a group of us were together in port, I miss Vicki and Sgt Patch, I miss being awaken with breakfast, especially coffee, I miss seeing beautiful woman everywhere I looked having a great time dancing, eating, singing, hanging, swimming, drinking, smiling, laughing, loving, I miss seeing Judy around the ship and ports and watching how we all look at her with the Waynes World "I'm not worthy" look, I miss the wonderful shows every evening, I miss being accepted for who I am by everyone around, I miss holding hands and kissing my wife in public, I miss the beach, I miss hanging out with all the singers and comedians, I miss Meg and Suede, I miss Julie and Dana, I miss watching all of us line up for the latest Olivia wear like it was lesbian crack, I miss the way Karen made me laugh so hard every time she took a mic, I miss Donna, I miss feeling free and having someone smile back at me just because I smiled first, I miss the Olivia Nation!
It was a difficult step back into reality, as Judy always warns. All those heteros at the airport made me miss being the majority and left me with a sense of loss of love and acceptance. I did see Olives spread around the airport and I smiled and they smiled back, but I forgot myself once and smiled at 2 woman sitting in the airport who shot me look like I was crazy and as their husbands approached I realized I was no longer in the Olivia Nation.
The ship My home is still moving. I made it to work today. Although, I did not rest on this trip, I did leave my huge stress behind. I have to figure a way to get some rest before going back to work next time. I booked another cruise, but since I have to stop typing because the monitor is making me sick, I think a resort is in our future.
Next trip, I suggest Olivia add two important times on the agenda: a nap and intimacy.
I love the Olivia Nation.
Counting the days till the Olivia Sun Halloween Cruise.
Feel the Love,
Randi