Not sure exactly how to get this out, so bear with me... I am finding that I am beginning to reach my limit with regards to losses in and around my family. Some new and helpful perspectives would be greatly appreciated.
For history, I lost my former partner on Dec. 2nd, overdosed on her pain medications we were still living together and I found her, we then lost her Aunt on Dec. 23rd to lung cancer and her mother is now on hospice with terminal breast/bone cancer. I found out today that a friend of ours and my daughter's former teammate just lost their 30 year old son/brother to a dirt bike race accident. One of the ladies I golf with may lose her husband soon....
My first reaction to the latest news was "common God, don't you think we have had enough?!!!" REALLY struggling folks! Maybe I am just hyper sensative to losses, but it just seems that the "hits just keep on comin... "
Right now, all I can do is sit here and shake my head in disbelief... I know there are reasons and I also know I am not the first person that this has ever happened to or around... just makes it hard to find peace when you lose pieces of your family and friends so close together.