Also Sally, I have been trying to message you but it keeps telling me I can't send a blank message even though I have written pages, okay just a few paragraphs, well a few setences but here is what I wrote in the last one because I am giving up trying to message.
I appreciate your post - sometimes it's so overwhelming and everyone wants to talk about Teresa and I understand their need but sometimes I just want to say I am tired of talking about her. Maybe it has just been about her for so long - well dammit, I want it to be about me - at least a little. I know the cruise is a good and healthy decision for me even though I kept saying yes, no , yes but your post really did help me say yes. Thank you. I look forward to meeting you.
Jana, you have been so supportive for years. And I really do appreciate it. I can't tell you how touching some of your messages and posts were to me. I am sorry I never took you up on the offer to talk with Azar but part of me was afraid. We knew she was living on borrowed time. But thank you.
Folks who have contacted me, perhaps unknowingly through a mutual friend, thank you. The outpouring of love and caring warms my heart and while it doesn't fill the hole that is there, it makes the edges a little less rough. The women of Olivia are the best. And I can't wait to meet you all.