Hey, pbj, I'm so glad you are still coming and I am so with you in heart. My partner Diane died in 2008, 6 days before we were supposed to leave on an Olivia Halloween resort trip in Turks & Caicos. I DID cancel - but when I got home to my empty house after the funeral, and stood in my empty kitchen, I couldn't stand it, so I called the resort and showed up a day late. It WAS the best place to be, with love all around me. Since then -- 2 more cruises as a solo, so this one will be the third. I'll be happy to offer support, or to respect your privacy - just want to say, Glad you're coming!